Sharrin

Some days I feel really blessed to be able to make my living in the ways that I do . I get to do really really cool stuff . Some days I don't feel this way mostly because of either paper work or a bad client.  Lately I have been feeling like I somehow overnight became a better piercer.  I am really really proud of the work I am doing right now . So below are 2 projects that I am really happy with the outcomes.








I love the way both of these projects healed .

So I had a really bad interaction with a client today . I had been upset about the whole interaction .   Then I had a great client  who let me really express my skill so this is what I just did.
 

Why must our neighbors explode fireworks outside on all major holidays freaking both Santo and Macy out. Why must they ? I will never understand this as long as i live okay back to petting the freaked out animals.

Fussy, Grumpy, Frustrated, Bored, Tired, Fat, Cold , Over Extended, Under Appreciated, Distant, Present, Generally Glum.


What are you?

Today was really really busy in the store. The kind of busy that feels like summer. On my way to work I was listening to NPR and this piece on the economics of the weather. Mostly It was about the lack of snow in the Northeast and how it has wreaked havoc on a variety of industries. All I am going to say about weather and economics was today was a beautiful day and we were slamming busy. I am really tired and wondering how I used to work a 6 day week all the time. Kym is on vacation and I am doing double duty. I need a vacation from her vacation.

I have come to the conclusion that some people are not a match. They are good at what they do , interesting people , but they just to not meld with other people. Call me crazy but i let go of the one person who was always early. Anyway Suspention class and Suspention con are coming up quickly and I am excited .
My bad news is the primary tentant for the Backroom has moved out and I am looking for new ones. Lots of space, cool location, and I am very resonable about the rent. So If you want to do a one time thing or a monthly thing or what ever drop me a email at Sharrin@pierceink.com
I hope you all get exactly what you need for the coming year especially if it is also what you want.

I am trying to figure out how to change. I have changed in some really important ways but there are other ways that I need to change the very approach to my life.
People around me need things from me and sometimes I do not see what they need. Is it that I am so busy with the juggle of all the balls of my life or is it that i do not see the need as important? I think I am good at the big stuff in life maybe i just don't "see" the little stuff. I know that i need to make these changes , to be more aware at home and at work. But how? Sometimes I feel so damaged by my past that i can't see my future. I do not want to be driven by the past but every day I deal with the hurt and insecurities from then. How do I say I do not have all the answers to all your questions when I am the leader of the pack, it is my job to know. I feel the weight of 7 other people rest on my shoulders . Is it better to make no move at all then a wrong move. I have been so frozen in my fear that I can not break the ice. Nothing is not working. I have to move forward but I really do not know what is the right path. Do i have the right to ask for the things i need when apparently i am not giving what others need. I hate feel this fucked up.

I am only mediocre:
http://www.ebaumsworld.com/2006/08/the-spank-game.html


How about you!!

I added more pictures to the gallery from my trip

Ok I am behind on my travels and they are almost over so I am going to very quick get up to date ish.
Wait I need a flat white and a smoke first .

Ok the last 24 hours have been interesting
woke up 5 am sydney time Yuck
looked at weather decided not to go on boat trip
tried to change yacht trip no refunds traveling with mom we went
Weather cleared for 5 hours thank god .
Yacht trip around the harbor really really beautiful. After wondering around sydney for 2 days I was starting to wonder weather there is any dirt to the city . I am wondering are there what i kept on calling my people you know Freaks , Gays i was going thru withdrawal.
So After walking around the rocks for awhile and sitting in a cafe and having a flat white my new favorite coffee addiction . we dropped mom off at the hotel and headded out to the Sydney Munch which some folks we had met at thunder organized in our Honour. Let me Say that in all my years in the leather community I have never been to a munch and so i lost my Munch cherry in Sydney . So we took a train nicer then a subway not as posh as amtrak. to Newtown .we Got off the train and I had come Home this was my kinda neighborhood. Sex shops Ethnic restaurants People who look loke me and act like me. Punks, Goths Pierced Gay Boys Gay Girls , Trans Men , Trans Girls I was Happy and releaved that sydney had a dirty side . The Munch was Fun I met a Guy from New York Who knows Lolita and Boymeat. He said his Name is Larry doves friend
Over all it was fun. came back to hotel hit the hay . slept til 6 am an improvement currently sitting in the club intercontinental on the 31 st floor watching the rain and drinking another flat white.Life is good

Am I the luckiest boss every my staff threw me a party to say Bon Voyage
I wonder when the cats away will the mice play but Who cares I am going to australia ... Although I hope i do not meet the same end as Steve Irwin down under's national hero more to come later.
Sharrin